A long walk

Im at my worst alone
You fill the space consume it corrupt it
I pull myself out sometimes laugh a little
It's not bad this life it's not bad
The sun lights up my eyes as we walk
They don't have a care in the world life is simple
As they run through the field occasionally looking back there only concern is to check I'm still with them
One moment of weakness and it swallows me up again
I stare into the open space as people walk past and attempt to make small talk
I'm not listening to the pointless stories your boring life does not interest me
I don't know them and I don't want to
The sun is shining but It still feels dark
How long will it last this time
I can't escape it i just have to wait for it to pass still no regrets
We walked for hours tonight it hasn't healed any scares just ignited memories
They still burn strong