Cracked, Conflicted

Splitting my head in two

I've been through a lot
My minds taken enough
But it's still going
It just keeps thinking

A moment of uncertainty
Breaks, cracks, trembles upon me
Making me sick,ill, just enough for me to go
Crazy enough to label myself insane

Everything I've done, did, still do
For you

No, just no
It's what our hearts just wanted to feel
All in all it was never real
Changing and changing
The story always is

Yes I know what I feel
That's what you say
Love was just in the air that night

Once apart, the distant comes
We're not as connected,close, as tight as we were
It's when this moment comes I become psycho
Don't know what to think, feel, react

It's when this time comes, my mind tries to let go
And focuses on someone from a past
The past I had to let go when I couldn't see her anymore
Of one I still need, miss, want to feel

Pushed away it was my mistake
Regretting all I should've done
But it's when this time comes I don't want to feel for her just because I'm unsure where you and I are
If we ever are to become.

Reviews

[misha]

This was a beautiful write in the way it was so real and painful to read. Your emotions flowed through this piece and you did a wonderful job. Great job!

[Latifa]

you delivered the emotions of conflit and confusion perfectly in this piece, I like it.

[captain]

the feelings of this piece describes how someone is trapped of the past, as if moving on is still so far away - making the heart more depressed. I felt that, everyone goes through with it. And what you do with it depends on how far your willing to let go. vERY niCe piece......

[AprilRN1210]

I feel the pain, confusion and uncertainty in your words. Nice job!

"No, just no
It's what our hearts just wanted to feel
All in all it was never real"

I love this! Sad but unfortunately so very true for a lot of us!

[AJ TheSnowMan]

Glad you liked it :) You do describe it well concerning the pain and confusion.