Here we go again

I sit here alone, drowning.

No one can save me, not even myself, not today.

My thoughts consume me, I am falling.

I keep my mouth closed, in fear of what I'll say.

My heart clenches at the thought of your name.

My lips are clamped shut, I fear I may scream.

You are gone, and for once I am not to blame.

My happiness has exploded at it's seam.

You say I'm perfect, and everything you adore.

You're everything I want and could dream of,

But why are you gone, and back to her?

Could it really be because of love?

No matter how long it takes, I'll be waiting.

I have nowhere else to go.

No matter what you say, I'll be waiting.

I love you, so.