Ignored Honestly

I have lost myself,
To this very day...
Along my weary way.
Because everyday,
I listen to everyone but me...
Say what is always,
Demanded of me.
Then I merely, take the heed,
To everyone else's way.
Making real good and sure,
To honestly answer...
Each command that's made,
And deemed so very important!
That is...to everyone but me.

Now I sit, while pondering,
In total wonder... at this mess.
That I've indeed, blessed upon me...
And myself, while I sat alone, in need.
Because you see,
I've always been true....
To everyone that come my way!
That is, except my own,
Dignity, which now frigidly...
Remains blue and fractured!
In fact...I still remain painfully lost,
To this heartache and domain!

Author's Note

what do you think