In dedication to my sister :

For every tear I had shed

God has bestowed reason

For every memory suppressed

Life has gifted me two for one

For every fear that's held me near

There's been one more dear friend

I was able to silently comfort.

While none of those wonderful blessings

Could, would, or never will lessen

The pain I shall carry, that has remained...

To be a very profoundly deep piece of my name.

What is life with out loss or gain

Some say painless, I say not " Lived "

None of the mountains before have retained me

However they still detain my heart with in

Forever locked, tucked and stowed inside

Is a part of me forever young that grows old

And tires of being known as " The weeping willow "

So now I lay my head upon soft pillows, I deserve

While I mumble my prayers, but not for myself

I ask God to guide me and show me the way

To offer comforting support to those I've hurt

By casting my eyes down, when acting like a clown

Because I am now wise enough, to know better...

Than singing everyone my song,

Of my Woe's and Aches...Alone

I was never left sitting, standing, or laying alone

Yet I sang the song, along with bitter blame

God never builds, any mountains one cannot climb

Nor had he ever made, the blind to never see

For only when one believed, in pity and or shame

That there was or is something, that God's left undone..

The reason for the deafness, always falls on ears

Very capable of hearing, and talking in some way

I was reminded of this, just last night as I prayed

So out of bed I sprung, to write my fellow friends!

Laying down

To sleep tonight

I could not drift

To slumber lands

For some

Strange reason

I've been

Compelled to once

Again hit the

Blinking button

To power up

This laptop

Thoughts of

My liquid

Spilling from

With-in my core

My eternal being

So here I sit,

With a message

That I must Share...

By spreading

And bearing my ink :

Onto this piece

Of nude white paper

Somewhere

Somehow

Someone

Needs to hear

These words :

I love you

And...

You are

NOR

Have never

Been lost

Or

Forgotten

To me

You're wanted,

And very needed...

More than anything

Even more than

All these

Naked words

Woven here

By us all

Don't give up the fight

Don't lay it down...

Keep your head tilted

And held way up...

There are a few

" Right Fighters "

You know

And sometimes

Two rights

Will merge

But only if

The very first....

Of the Two

" Right Fighters "

Don't loss the way

Voices we have

Can and will

Lead someone

Along...

That has strayed

Because they've

Lost Hope

When one day

They simply just

Stopped believing...

That there

Was someone

Anywhere

Somewhere

That does

And did truly care

And will hear

Every single

Silent nod

And prayer too