Fast-Forward To The Ending

It's a closed-casket funeral,
There's nothing good about goodbye,
I could have sworn I saw you cry!
I'm standing here watching you leave again,
So tell me, just how many of your fears are pretend?
This whole world is falling apart,
Earthquakes beneath my feet,
Shook at the sound of my breaking heart.
You chose the path of no return,
Darling, tonight I burn.
I'll drink myself to sleep tonight,
You're not here to stop me.
I'm leaving without a fight.
I might not wake up tomorrow,
They'll soon know what I can really do.
And the end is near, because of you!
The blade seeps deeper every time it touches my skin.
The pain lets me know I'm still alive.
I don't want to know that I survived.
I start to see your face once more, so I reach over,
The vodka's running on empty,
I can't see what's in front of me.
I'm drunk and the walls are closing in.
But I force myself to visit your grave,
When I know it's a nother sin.
I stumble to the ground and curse until there's no sound.
I'm going blind at this point.
Though in my left hand I'm holding a joi(nt).
I take one last drag, and put it out where they should have written,
'Worthless F*g!'
You ruined my life, you're not worth the tears,
So why are you worth my spilled blood?

YOU'RE NOT!

In comes the flood.
I collapse at your grave stone.
I found you,
I'm not about to lose you,
So I wasted my life away too.

Author's Note

Hate With A Passion
Love With Another