I Don't Know Why

I used to think that you were everything...
I used to think that you would be by my side...
Eternally.

But I was wrong.....
You took my hand one day
And the next you just through it away.

Now when I hear your voice....
Or even the sound of your breathing...
I don't have a choice...
But to just keep on my own.

You left me....
For no reason more...
I can't help but think....
What you left me for.

Now I sit alone...
In a room so dark...
And my agony....
Has already shown.

But now it's time
time for you
To feel my pain....

I still need you here...
To rid of my fear.
I still need you here....
So I don't vanish..
Disappear!
But for some reason...
I can't stand you...
Or anything you do....
 
 ^^^^    
(chorus)

You really were my everything...
You took away the pain...and anything that stung...
You really were my everything.

Now I bleed from the inside......
And cry from the outside...
And I don't know why I go on like this....

Now I bleed from the inside....
And cry from the outside...
And I don't know why I go on like this....

I don't have tears to spare...
Or any color left in my hair...
I don't have thoughts to care...
Or any love left to share....

(chorus)

So I sit alone......and I
Bleed from the inside...
And cry from the outside....
And I don't know why I go on like this.

I keep bleeding....
I keep bleeding....
And I don't know why...
Don't know why...
You're still on my mind....

I need to rid of you now!!

(chorus)

And I bleed from the inside...
Cry from the outside....
And I don't know why I go on like this................................

Author's Note

Longer than a normal song -
but haven't you heard of songs that last 7 minutes or longer..