Creeping fade

Creeping fade

A Poem by Apebble
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This is meant to symbolize the effect that prolonged exposure to verbal abuse/bullying can effect you.

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You tell me I'm small,

Too small to carry this burden

You say I'm not strong enough

To be the one you need


How can you say I'm small,

With a heart so open and wide

How am I not strong enough,

When I carry the world on my mind


You spread whispers of rumors,

Saying how I can't be loved

You speak my world into chaos

Without any just cause


If I am truly unloved,

Then why do people say they care?

If my world is in chaos,

Then why does life stay here


You say I'm worthless,

As valuable as a grain of sand

You tell me I'm unworthy,

Too unworthy to take a breath


Have I lost my worth?

Worth less than these tears I cry?

Am I actually unworthy?

Should I just slowly die?

© 2013 Apebble


Author's Note

Apebble
This is meant to symbolize the effect that prolonged exposure to verbal abuse/bullying can effect you: Starting from finding reasons to deny the words, then to fining reasons to write it off (but having slight acceptance of the words), then to full blown acceptance.

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Added on November 19, 2013
Last Updated on November 19, 2013
Tags: bullying, abuse, suicide, hate

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Hi all :) I go by apebble, but you can call me almost any variation of apebble you wish (peb, pebs, pebbles, ape, etc.)...just don't call me apple :P As for myself as a writer: I write generally.. more..

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