Didn't want to fall

I have always looked down at it,

never giving it a second thought,

I told them I will never fall in love,

and yet I did,

I had no power,

now I wish I never met you,

even if you were the only one,

who was always on my mind,

through our friendship was different,

with trying to be better than the other,

I had no power,

No power over love,

I didn't want to fall,

I didn't want to know the pain,

it has caused,

I try to forget you,

ignore all your message,

yet,

I spend all day looking at your picture,

hoping to get an another message,

but soon you give up,

up on trying to talk to me,

I didn't want to fall in love,

I didn't want to me so weak at it,

So I hid my self,

from anyone ever getting back to my heart,

but I regretted it soon,

After I was lonely,

After I learned that your dreams came true,

The dream I never knew about,

Mine never came,

Because I hid it from others,

I still wondered why you changed your dream,

and became an world known star,

It wasn't in till I took my last breath,

at a young age

Reviews

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yup that is totally true, haha i dont want to fall again , and as Christina Perri says in her song, "how could i love when im afraid to fall " haha, that line always hit me whenever i feel like loving somoene, espcially the one that left me, you know, its is kind of hard hehe :')
i loved this work a lot,well done

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hehe you wrote that based on how i feel haha,, jk :)
that was great :)