This Fear

I have this fear
As i stand here
That everywhere i go
His love is a n show
But i stand aside

I can trust no one there
Everyone who never cared
They lie to me but i can see
That they never really wanted me
But i stand aside

No one to trust or hold
Out in the freezing cold
The lies are misleading
Troubles with meeting
Someone who truly cares

I look out at this world
As the waves of anguish curl
Up around me in this life
Hoping for anyone in this strife
Someone who truly cares

I stand aside
My feelings going for a ride
Meeting someone who truly cares
But he is never there
Destroying dreams that i hold dear
And i still have this fear

Author's Note

What do you think?