Without You :(

Apology wont make it right, Explanations wont change my mind
Why am I to blame when you picked the fight??
So I'm moving on , finally leaving it all behind.

They say all's well that ends well, but sure we didnt end with a smile.
So I kept on searching for reasons to stay,
And that search did linger on for some while.
Till I knew it had gone too far,
The breaking of trust and wasting my tears.
Till I realized you were the reason,
Of my agony, my pain , my fears.

But why do I miss you today i know not
Maybe i miss the person you made out of me
But that someone has faded away in my hollow life,
Void and darkness is all that i see.

You left me, yes you left me but your voice still lingers on and tears me apart
Remanents of a broken cord, a lost bond, walk with me
And the shattered pieces of what used to be my heart.

They say time heals everything , wounds of flesh & heart alike
But my hearts not wounded. Its shattered. I've lost all reasons to stay alive.
Can anything undo the pain you have given me.?
Can anyone fill the void? Destroy my hollow?
Or chase away your memories which make it hard to survive.

Eternal agony. Eternal pain.
Without you my life can never be the same.
And no I dont accuse you of my plight.
I trusted you. So I'm the one to blame.

Reviews

[Khaaki]

wonderful... the pain leaps out of the words... i agree with my friend sarah... you indeed have a gift for poetry...

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. excruciating ... if it's any comfort at all ... i'm in the same place as you ... and it hurts like hell ... but i go on ... just to share my pain with others who might be in the same boat as me ... and of course ... as a poem ... this is brilliantly written ... you definitely have a gift for poetry ...