Helplessness

Helplessness
By now should be easy for me to bare.
But every time I turn around
Everything I am wanted gets shot down.
I’d feel like crap
If I were to take a stand.
And its not like I can rely on my man.
Disappointment in myself
I’ve grown accustom  to the feeling.
Like my own living hell.
All of me wishes
That I would have stayed away
But I am stupid
And these feelings will probably never go away.
I’ll take the backseat
Once again.
Because I know what is more important.
His family and his friends.

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[WynterPhoenix]

=[ This makes me sad.