Addiction

Lied in the corner.  By my self, yet never alone.  Voice came calling, I agreed.  My mind went turning.  Entered the poison.  My face burning, stinging, melting pleasure!  I peel my thoughts from my brain.  Chase my dreams all away!  In my body, it embeds.  Hard to shake, warm love in my legs.  Spread through me like a plague, I enjoyed this, when it came.  Colors fuzed in my room, It felt so damn good but harm was done.  Allowed this pain with no dismay.  I was stupid, but I still play.  I hate this game, but i need it now.  Like a puppet or a clown, can't even be sad cause now it's normal to be down.  No one knows me, my face allways pointed at the ground.  I'm so different, the stranger in the town.  A family rejected man, here I am in the corner again.  Needle in my arm, what am I doin'? Searching for peace loving hands.  Save me now, an unwelcomed hero.