The Null

Based on personal experience of mine, mainly describing how insipid and insignificant i am

Null, let it be pure
Null, let it be poured
Null, let it endure
Null, let it detour

Null, wasn't out of nowhere
The emptiness all i can't bear
Null, how my life's ridiculed
Marking thoughts of the impure

What can be lamented
Of the heart that's tormented?
How naive of me to believe
To love you, the root of my leafs?

How can i be number one,
If null banished my only sun?

Author's Note

Hello, this is my first post ever. I accept any kind of criticism, be it grammatical, or aesthetical matter. Thanks for reading.