The Comings and Goings of a Dreamer

..another thing from for 4yrs ago..

It's all so very difficult
I wanted to stay
Because of everybody
Yet at the same time
I want to live because of everything
I wanted him
Because i wanted to win
Now i have nothing
so what did i do but play this awful part
Being the attention getting girl
Never once did i really stop to think
Thought my heart said i had fallen
Guess i was wrong
If i really loved him
Then there wouldn't still be the others
He fell for me and all the dream ended

So where do i go from here?
I can dream all the big dreams
Win all the hearts to break
But what do i have?
Only the sad and lonely
I have nothing but a dream
So where do i go from here?

Friendless and alone
I am the strong one
And independent too
Lost in a dream one
reaching for a dream Instead of standing on the sidelines
That one
The seasons have changed and the flowers bloom w/ new life
And i'm still here
With nothing ahead but fog and tears
So where do i go from here?

The one w/ all the answers now has nothing to say
And when he smiles and whispers
I know it's all wrong
I have to let go
Even if fate doesn't say so
All i ever had was a dream
And somewhere along the way
The dream became him and me
So where do i go from here?

Reviews

[KatiePie]

Wow, I've never read anything quite like this. I love it! I would've never been able to think of something like this (well I can't write stories ehehe).
Great write!! Keep up the good work!
-Cathrine

[Chris Lotus]

I can relate to this some. A piece like this is another one that will open up eyes of those that havent seen portions of the world they never really bother to look at. Great job!

[lindsay]

This was sad but also happy because of the ending.This depicts a side of dreamer that I don't think is often talked about. Very creative!