Thought About You

I thought about you

Today

Wondered how long

Until I joined you

I wished.

I tried calling your old number

It was disconnected

I stared at the ceiling in my room

The sky outside

Lost in my memories.

It began raining

I smiled through my tears

Every rain drop that touches my skin

I feel you here with me again like always

Every single drop it a tear I shared with you.

I miss you

I don't know why that has been so hard to say

I want you back

I want to come see you

But Heaven just seems to be too far.

When it starts raining

Everyone around me complains

Gets mad about it. 

I smile because it means you're there again

Guiding me.

I can't write anymore

I can barely see the keys

Anymore 

Nor the screen

It's all blurred.