BittersweetA Poem by Camila GThis is something I wrote to say goodbye to my roommate/great friend, who I will never see as often as I used to.I don’t think I have felt bittersweet the way I feel now So sweet like strawberries and honey on top And sweet like sunlight that covers the room like a blanket
and nice music (not too loud) and curling up on a mattress to await the day And bitter like loud sirens that make us wake up and we sigh
and huff and puff And bitter like seeing a room cut in half, one side with
memories still intact and the other naked and best of all free And the birds, (the ones outside our big big window, glass
so clear it feels as if we’re floating 8 stories in the air right there with
them) they chirp chirp chirp and they don’t know! They don’t know what it means
to feel so warm from the inside out! They don’t feel that warmth cool by the
time it leaves their body and escape like puffs of steam from their mouths,
steam that dissipates just 5 inches away, just far enough where they can’t grab
at it And the steam is nothing but steam and it’s cool and warm
and it makes eyes twitch under eyelids in anticipation of feeling it sink into
skin and I think that’s what missing people feels like. Like warm inside and cold outside, like
swirls in a melted ice cream pint at the foot of Lake Michigan looking at water
and thinking it’s paint with people who look out at the beautiful beautiful and
remember things and maybe don’t say them out loud. But those things radiate
from their bodies, radiate so brightly so strongly until no one knows whether
they’re looking at beautiful or they’re looking at people or both (and it
doesn’t matter, not really) And that’s what bittersweet is And oh what a pleasure to feel such a thing in the wake of
forgetting my existence © 2016 Camila G |
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Added on June 29, 2016 Last Updated on June 29, 2016 Tags: stream of consciousness, spilled ink, friendship AuthorCamila GAboutHello! I like to write, and feel, and those two go very well together. more..Writing
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