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It is so difficult to love someone as closed off as you
It's even more difficult to feel loved by you.
You can't help it but it wears on me sometimes
I know that you care about me but I need constant
reminders because you don't always show it... I am so
outwardly and obviously in love with you and you are
always the only thing I can think about. It used to be
more obvious, but lately I've been shoving away whatever
I feel so that you can't see the desperation on my face.
You aren't that desperate for me. I never really display how
much I am consumed by this because oblivion seems to be
kind of your thing... I'm not trying to be cruel. This is honestly
how I feel, and it is a cruel feeling- to shout my affection
for you and hear a whisper in return... but I don't know if
you are capable of lovin me at a higher volume.