You did not leave me my friend.

Some scars cannot heal. We learn to live with them.

                  
                                   You did not leave me my friend.

Old man sat alone.
Whiskey and gin is his friend tonight.
The V.A hospital pain killers don't help.
His fate cannot be opposed.
Old war wounds given without notice is slowly killing his body.

The valor of war is broken now.
The man sees only blood and death.
He left for Vietnam.
A prophet to save a broken people.

He forfeit his dreams to swim in s**t and blood.
He raised his glass to friends left in the dirt of a lost war.
He wished he had told his friends.
Thank you for watching my back.
 He whispered "I will be joining you soon."

He sits in lonely places now.
Waiting for the slow death to finish him off.
In the blood of courage he left home in 1963.
Volunteered for war the USA said would save the world.

I sat with my friend.
I ordered a double of Jack and a pint of cold beer.
I looked at my friend. Once a 220 pound man with strength
and hope. Now barely, a 100 pound man and can barely walk.
 
He looked at me. He gave me a big Canadian smile and told me.
"You did not leave me my friend."

I hugged my old friend. I met him a few years back. Trying to drink
myself to death. He told me. "You don't know nothing. You have a chance.
Cancer ain't killing you. Wake up."

I watched him drink the Jack Daniels. He told me.
"Jack Daniels hadn't let me down yet. Pain ain't too bad. Doctors told me
soon I will be done."

My friend loved his Toronto Maple leafs. We watched many games.
I go to the downtown tavern and watch hockey alone now.
My friend died on a cold Winter day and found peace.
I hope his brothers are waiting for a fellow Soldier.

Some wars outlast the battles.
Some sickness eats at the body and soul.
My friend never complained about the pain.
He told me if he had one wish.
Would be to take the s**t of war out of his head.

I drink the Jack Daniel and drink my cold Canadian beer.
I can hear my friend.
"You did not leave me my friend".

                                Coyote
                           July 2012

Author's Note

War can be a slow killer. It is sad to watch people died. Funny part. Good people can lead us to a better place after they have been in hell.

Reviews

[Kaya]

This is so poignant, as is a lot of your work. It's a heartbreaking thing to watch, even for someone with no experience of what they're going through. I do love the way your poems, even when they break my heart, seem to offer a sense of hope. Thank you.

[Neva Flores Smith - Cha..]

Some wars outlast the battle, much truth penned here. Exquisite.

[Michael G.]

Your author's note is as strong as the poem is. You did well in your tribute.

[Vivianna]

This Is Very Good

[Layla J Omorose]

This poem left me speechless. There is such sadness that it breaks the heart yet there is some type of hope for peace.

[Junger]

Aw, so touching, this reminds me of one of my family members, with great joy and pride, i say to you, magnificent job on building this master piece.

[Bridget Murphy]

Wow, I almost cried while reading this poem! Really good!!!

[T. Michele Smock]

NICE ONE :)

[SoulCrusader (Yas)]

You have a first hand insight which makes this so real and
touch the heart even more...brilliant :)

[Freedom's Child]

Great Piece! Very emotional and I love the harsh images. Also, I agree completely

[Kaylor Mason]

I have watched old war vets die slow, lingering deaths like this one--a lot of time it was members of my own family. There's no words that can really describe it . . . no matter how hard you try.