A poem about loosing Millie Moo

It's ok to be angry , it's ok to be sad
you don't have to be perfect
its ok to go a little Mad

you've had such a loss
still so so Raw
never got to see her little face
the emptiness the void
nothing in here feels clear now
What future
the mind get meaner
my world seems smaller
In feeling
in denial
in confusion , the mind runs miles

So powerless but don't wanna be
mind so controlling , avoiding reality
can't help myself
the grief keeps calling me
The pain hurts
got to make a plan
a thousand plans come running
but I really am doing all I can

I could see her
I felt her too, her little name was Millie
she was a butterfly
she flew away too too soon
her Mummy is angry her Daddy is sad
we don't know what to do now
but we do know Millie would have made us so proud

Feeling lost now
feeling the hurt and pain
can't see out of this foggy window
in this little glass house
on the inside looking out
Can you all see me..

there is no ending
because there was no beginning
but what can we do
it's just one step in front now
two steps back
Praying every day and trying to hold my face up

it's sad but life has to carry on
and in time the angels and we will heal us and we will be strong
got to try and trust
that all will be fine
keep a sense of hope
and connect with sunshine

the world is made with a thousand colours
merging together too
this is just another painting to hang up on my souls wall
just another fragment of lifes story
many others will be here too

(C) copyright

© 2013 Earthy Mumma Soul

Author's Note

We lost a baby Xmas day , it was very sad but here is my poem x

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Buddhistboy73

Wow. This is such a beautiful, touching poem. It made my throat tense up and feel the feelings of raw emotion that you portray so well here.
"It's ok to be angry, it's ok to be sad...." and the way you portray the emotions here too. The pain and anguish. You take the reader on the ride so well....

And then the "....sense of hope" and the sunshine that always follows rain and darkness. The last stanza is so beautiful it almost made me cry with joy.....:)
Great write.
BB