My Release

A Poem by MemeQueen

When the day burns down
And the power is crashing
The release is the only way out
Just one sweet scratch and its all out
The pain is overcome by the release
That release is addictive
Until seen by the outside
That is bad
The outside sees the problem
The inside feels the addiction and release
The outside doesn't understand
The inside weeps and the pressure builds
Until the release comes again
And the cycle repeats again

But when I look back
There was only self destruction
No release
No addiction
Only convenient illusions

Those illusions are back