Sarah Beckett - Installment 2A Chapter by ChristianThinker
Many afternoons, she would leave work
and head downtown with her bread in hand stopping at the Green Market on
Chambers Street near the Tweed Courthouse to pick up some sharp cheddar cheese
and fresh cucumbers. Between the bread, cheese and cucumbers, she would be set
for dinners for a week. She was not a consciously healthy eater. She just had
simple tastes and frugal leanings. She would occasionally augment her diet with
a cherished Blueberry muffin. She kept the muffin splurging to a minimum since
they were $5.75 each. Often times, those splurges would occur on Tuesday
afternoons. Tuesdays were the day she
made herself haul her art portfolio to almost any gallery who’s owner would
agree to view it. In the course of 18 months of this exercise, she had received
little in the way of encouragement and quite a bit in the way of brutal disparagement.
Her work had been referred to as “naïve… and not in a good way”, “immature”,
“not yet fully realized”, “stunningly derivative” and perhaps worst of all
“cute”. She would hold her composure
through the Gallery owners’ critiques only by focusing on the promise of a
fresh blueberry muffin when it was over. She would then leave the gallery and
head to the subway, all the time chastising herself silently for not focusing
on paintings smaller than 20x16, at least they would have been easier to schlep
from gallery to gallery. She would take the subway south to 4th St and
rush to her favorite muffin shop. As she approached the counter each Tuesday
the chatty girl with the vintage style cat’s eye glasses would see her coming
and reach automatically for a blueberry muffin and bag in which to place it.
“Here ya go Sweetie, $5.75 but you already know that.” Sarah wondered how this
girl could remember HER out of the countless number of people she must serve on
a daily, let alone weekly, basis. It never occurred to Sarah that she was a
singularly unique figure with her 3’ by 3’ black vinyl portfolio carried over
her shoulder by its strap, the tan and plaid LL Bean barn coat that kept the
wind and cold at bay but was less impressive at blending in with NYC style and
eyes swollen and red , not from crying but from the exertion of suppressing
tears. “I tell ya, if I didn’t know what
day it was, and between you and me sometimes I really don’t, I’d always be able
to tell it was Tuesday the minute you walk through that door.” Sarah struggled for a polite response “thank
you” seemed inappropriate and unwarranted, “wow” also seemed an ill fit for the
moment. Feeling poorly prepared for
conversation, Sarah simply managed an “okay”. She winced the minute she heard
the sound come out her mouth. She had intended it to be a sound that said “I
hear you and acknowledge what you’ve said” instead it sounded more like “
Okaaaaay - Whatever YOU’RE about!” The chatty girl defended herself “Well, I
didn’t mean nothin’ by it, just that you’re pretty regular here”. “I’m sorry” offered Sarah as the girl handed
her the change from a $10 bill. “I just…” her voice trailed off as she realized
that any defense of her response would take longer than the moment allowed she
simply repeated, “I’m sorry. See you next Tuesday?” The counter girl replied with a mimicking and
exaggeratedly sarcastic “Okaaay!”
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Added on February 21, 2014 Last Updated on February 21, 2014 AuthorChristianThinkerSyracuse, NYAboutI always see a lot of things. Often, I write about what I see. Sometimes I let other people read what I've written. Seldom am I brave enough to stick around until they've finished. more..Writing
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