Life is Nothing But Scary

just writing not that great but hey first time writing in a while

I have become numb

Have you every had the feeling of complete nothingness?

It is probably the scariest feeling ever

You want to feel but you just can't

It starts to come back but you push it away

Because whats worse then being numb is actually feeling

Feelings can tear you apart in every which way

Shatter you so completely that you can't put yourself back together

Although they can also put you back together when you are broken

They can lift you up and make you fly

Either way they scare the crap out of me

Everything about feelings scare me

I hate being numb but at the same time there is no risk of being hurt

Getting hurt is the worst fear that has ever existed inside of my head

I'm trying to feel

Its starting to come back slowly

It scares me but thats life

Life is nothing but scary