You can't see the end.

It’s finally sinking in.

This is all part of the plan.

The one I had been morphing for

Makes myself all I abhor

Breaking out before the trap is set

Though I never meant to disrespect.

I bent and broke the trust you sent

I cannot help to feel content

How this all shifted to the left

The plans and dreams that use to meant

A life that hadn’t quite panned out

But I haven’t really spent a second

To ponder how this all could have been.

The thought of the life without my “friend”

Feels scarier then what could have been.

Kels if your reading

Never think I’m misleading

I’ll wait again forever

I will never be a fair weather friend

I will give love and devotion til then end.

Even if I’m not your man.