I have found you

After a suicide what goes on with the people that loved them. Don't try this if you wan to talk send me a message.

I always wonder about you

If I stood by your side

If I held your hand

If I told you my secrets

Would you still be dead?

Why didn’t you tell me what you wanted?

Told me you needed me there that night

That you weren’t happy

That I could have stopped you.

I remember everything about you

The good and the bad

I loved you

Even now that you’re not alive

I wish I could see you

But you left without looking back

I think I should go the way you did

I have thought about it for a while

Is this what happened to you?

It must have been so hard

But don’t worry you will not be lonely for much longer

I will now do the things I didn’t do when I was alive

I am having second thoughts

Is this what you felt also?

But there’s no going back

The pill bottle is empty now

But I know I won’t be alone for long

I have found you now