I Am Your Friend

Having a friend but not being able to actually talk to them

You know who I am. I am your friend. I help you through every problem, try to defend you against the world. What do you do for me? I don't have complete trust in you even though you have that in me. I wish I could have the confidence that you do. To be able to look for love, to be pretty, to have a good personality. No I can't do that because that would be a lie to who I truly am. Everyone loves you, and you know that. But who will love me? I know you won't need me forever. Life is easy for you, everything is handed to you. I am guilty of that too. I wish you would just take a minute, not even that. One glance would be enough for you to see that I'm not okay. That I need someone to talk to, someone to actually listen. You stay when you need me but, leave when you see another friend. That breaks my heart, tugs at it's strings. I want you to know I'm still waiting. I will till I can't take it anymore. Only until I shatter, you only have that long.