Unseen pain

Life is full of things that can turn you into a mad man, a piece of what I go through but I know it’s gonna be better at last

How they turned it into a big burden for me,
It drives my mind to a sorrowful pain that burns my joy,
It pushes me to the wall of transgressions but still I try to stay clean.


Sometimes I look back and see my loss,
I feel so paranoid and truly it tries to weigh me down,
Should I kill myself or should I live in this pain that keeps me saddened.


I find it hard to trust again It all started from my home,
Family and friends have played him into a mysterious adventure,
Every time I breathe I feel as if they’re f*****g my a*s.

Reviews

[Nomo]

Life can be full of mysteries and some not good, escaping to someplace can be a key to that yet at times can make it worse. Looking back in life, it can be hard not to fall back into that loop. Continuing the path you may be on can be a good path or a bad path. Left or right, you may not know which way to go, yet take that leap of faith.

[Crosby Idasa]

Thank you for your kind review

[Tina]

Heartfelt poem . im no stranger to sorrow and pain I just stay strong and keep going. You write well

[Thomas Fitzgerald]

Indeed, that pain which one masks from the outside world can be detrimental to moving forward, however you must, and you will, good read.

[Crosby Idasa]

Thank you Thomas for your review, moving forward and making it is a must

[Chris Shaw]

It is never too late to try and change your life. It may present you with an uphill struggle, and the incline may be steep. However, even small steps over a period of time can make a difference. I am reminded of that old saying, nothing ventured, nothing gained. Your future is in your hands. I felt your frustration and disappointment in your lines. Good luck.

Chris

[Crosby Idasa]

Thank you so much for your review, my future is in my hands and that’s true. Facing life is my responsibility

[Chris Shaw]

The mountain, is recognising that fact. The rest is hard slog. Many can't even see that which is sad.

[Crosby Idasa]

True, I understand

[Hebe]

Terrible things happen to us .... unfortunately it forms & shapes us! But we still have a choice, do we let it drag us down or do we move beyond it... use your choice option button, no one can take that away from you. Your words are simple and powerful.... loved it!

[Crosby Idasa]

Thank you for your good review, whatever happens should strengthen one.

[Coyote Poetry]

I changed my life four times completely. I sought new place, new job and new friends. Life got better.
"I find it hard to trust again It all started from my home,
Family and friends have played him into a mysterious adventure,
Every time I breathe I feel as if they’re f*****g my a*s."
I understand the above lines. I lost two brothers to suicide and I was mess-up. Joined a war to forget. It did work. Army took me to four continents. I believe we need to reach bottom to be able to rise-up and go forward. You are smart, young and strong. You can do anything you need to do. Hello Crosby and I hope you are doing well. Death is the end.
Coyote

[Crosby Idasa]

Wow, nice review from a friend. We all have a story to tell

[Coyote Poetry]

I agree my friend. Especially old men like me. I lived long enough not to repeat the same mistake twice. I hope.

[Crosby Idasa]

Yea, my previous mistakes can’t repeat itself again! Humanity tricks humanity to death