Suicidal questions

A few pills
To numb the pain.
A few more pills
Because you can still feel the pain
A few more
A few more
A few more
How many have you taken?

As your body succumbs
To the lethal powers
Of the drugs you have taken,
What do you feel?
Is your internal pain
Now focused externally?

Do you regret what you have done?
Do you now see
A path out of your problems,
And now the only problem facing you
Is that you may not live to take it?
Or are you finally happy,
At peace with yourself
As your organs shut down
And your life escapes you.
Do you wish someone
Were there to save you?