Goodnight Grandma

When I'm sad

or miserable

or even

just plain upset

It doesn't rain

when it pours

it hails

because every

miserable

chunk

of ice

feels like

pieces of

my heart

falling down around me

I don't know

how to grieve anymore

and losing you

makes it worse

Grandma

I miss you

and it hurts

because I never got 

to even say it

when you were alive

I'm so sorry

I missed the burial

and my last chance

to say farewell

I miss you Grandma

and I can only hope

you can hear