The War with the Ghost In The Shell

Have you ever felt that trapped deep within yourself?

There is a  sun that shines in core of Your essence.

And there is a horizon that has to offer

a view that feeds the soul.

And there is that golden feeling.

Of invincibility and divinity that gifts you with a duality

so You can see Yourself.

Flying among the clouds as white as innocence

under a sky that is as blue as faith.

You feel the stretched smile on your face.

And You feel that happiness

both in first and third person.

And You want to share it to the world.

But in between the inner depth and outer mirage ...

... there is gates of black as dark as abyss.

You squeeze through the thin air,

only to arrive empty handed

and every single time You swear You had it.

But You know.

Oh, so well and for sure, You know ...

if You end Your trying

then You are as good as dead

a spirit that is trapped between two realms

a ghost in the shell.