I love you, but....

Being a teen age mother is so hard sometimes

Sometimes i want to buckle in, just drown myself in my tears. I love her with all my heart, but sometimes it is just to much. my daughter is number one in my life, there is not a thing i wouldn't do for her. but i simply need some me time. I am young, only 17, yep still a teen! cant i just have a little fun time. just an hour of no crying, bottles, soiled diapers? only a little time to shop and gossip? that is my only wish, a little time. She will always be mine to care for and always i will love her, but seriously, haven't i had enough in life? enough taking care of everyone else? as a child i cared for my mother, at times i didn't want to but i love her and i believe she'd not be here except for me, now as a mother i must care for my daughter, Kaylee. it isn't a chore, but life. i am Kaylee's soul need, her provider. without me she is helpless, alone, dead, i don't regret my responsibility, nor am i sobbing about my life, simply asking for a little break, a little teen time. Is that to much?

Author's Note

any constructive critisism is appreciated!