Dezarae

My name is Dezarae, one day possibly to be Mrs. Carr. I am the proud mother of a beautiful healthy baby girl, born july 10, Kaylee is my world. I could lose any and everything and one else, but she is my heart, pride, and joy... I love her with all my heart, and pray that i will be able to raise her in the Lord and in a wonderful loving home.





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Then there is "Daddy" we have been thru a lot since March 1, 2008 (the day we met and began dating) We have had several major issues and have even broken up and tried to move on, but our love was to strong to let us.. we some how ended up back together! We plan on getting married, and attempting to give our daughter a wonderful life with both of her parents, because to many kids these days dont get to have an actual family with both of their parents, and i want better for my baby girl. We love each other but still have plenty of issues to work out.. but what relationship doesnt? At times i want to leave.. but i know i cant... i would just be terribly miserable and miss him... and as many times as i have tried to leave but end up comming back, i doubt i could leave for good...





Kaylee tho i have yet to meet you
you are my precious little girl
one day you will start crawling
before i know it you will wear pearls
a guy will ask to have you
but no matter what, your momma's baby girl
i already love you so very much
i want to give you all thats good in the world
tho you may grow up fast and do great
tho we may disagree and have some qurrels
Kaylee, i will always love you
you will always be my precious little girl







Kaylee my dear now that you are hear
i must say things are not as i expected
i love you more than i thought i could
but many emotions fill me, such as fear
fear that i will not be a good mom
or that i will leave you disappointed
i just end up getting so frustrated
but when i look into your tiny eyes
the great love i have for you is realized
you are my baby girl
and always will be
but the present is really hard
but the future will hold better
getting there may be difficult
but i know its not impossible
Kaylee my beautiful baby,
you are my heart my pride my joy
i love you with all my heart,
and am glad to have you dad and i
happily forever to be a family
you both are so special to me!
But you baby girl, are part of me...
as you came out of me lol
i love you and i hope you will know that
its time to live forward and never look back...
i am sure a wonderful life the three of us will have
God may you bless us and allow us to grow
as our future only you really know...
I place mine and my daughters life in your hands
and i pray that my man will do the same...
but as for my baby and i...on you we will rely...
Thank you lord for my baby
she is such a difficult blessing
she will help me grow...
help me to teach her to know you...
and help paul to do so too...
i love you my heavenly father..
in Jesus name i pray amen




In My Daughter's Eyes
In my daughter's eyes I am a hero
I am strong and wise and I know no fear
But the truth is plain to see
She was sent to rescue me
I see who I wanna be
In my daughter's eyes

In my daughter's eyes everyone is equal
Darkness turns to light and the
world is at peace
This miracle God gave to me gives me
strength when I am weak
I find reason to believe
In my daughter's eyes

And when she wraps her hand
around my finger
Oh it puts a smile in my heart
Everything becomes a little clearer
I realize what life is all about

It's hangin' on when your heart
has had enough
It's giving more when you feel like giving up
I've seen the light
It's in my daugter's eyes

In my daughter's eyes I can see the future
A reflection of who I am and what will be
Though she'll grow and someday leave
Maybe raise a family
When I'm gone I hope you see how happy
she made me
For I'll be there
In my daughter's eyes