Hello Memories

My sweet innocence- taken away. Oh but I want it back! I want my sins washed away, please just take my sins away! Hands unclean, memories rising always- rising up as steam to only heat up rage. What I've done is so distasteful! I was used and abused just as a tool, couldn't see through her demise- oh I'm such a fool! You'll all see my down fall and whose to blame? Does she not feel so shamed!? For her I gave my all only to watch it fall! You think I bawl, but really I crave a brawl. These words, they speak so hateful. Truly an innocent darkened to (the utmost) be broken! Whose to blame? Be it she? Or is it me!?… Oh please, (save me) don't forsaken me.