You failed us all...

when you feel that it has all forsaken you.... us all.

I’ve forgotten,
lost my ability.
How to live,
how to die,
how to feel that way inside,
and it’s because of you.
My thoughts do not coincide..
With my feelings of guilt.
As I am deprived by you,
force me to survive with you.
And you taught me how to lose my self,
but never,
ever,
how to find my way back from this place.
Corrupt me with your faith,
reluctantly rescuing me as my savior.
And correcting my irreverent behavior.
Infect my death...
with your life,
and cast a pulse on this darkness that grows,
bring it into the light,
and force that dark to burn bright.
And it will fight.
It will fight until the end.
So don’t act as If you will never sin,
because it is you who brought this down on me,
NOW!
And I have learned,
that in this world...
There is no right and wrong,
only the weak and strong.
There is no line for me to cross.
So when you obey,
you are truly lost.
I am not the one who needs to act correct,
because you need a lesson in more self respect.    
You writhing worm!
You piss on those who live beneath you,
and curse those who do not besiege to you.
You crush the lie from those who do not believe in you.
We will not kneel!
You do not exist!
But if you do then you better run and hide.
when the judgement day comes...
it is not you who with we will side.
Ride with the demons and force you out
of your cowardly nest in the sky!

The feathers will fall from your cloak,

until you realize the false dream from which you woke.

You demand faith form those you forsake,

you abandoed us.

When the bodies pilled high,

you told us to kneel and pray to the sky.
You f*****g parasite!

you failed us all!
You are not my god!
And your’ reign will end when you cross our sight.
Now hide.

Author's Note

usual.

Reviews

[Lady Lazarus.]

I've forgotten,
lost my ability.
How to live,
how to die,
how to feel that way inside,
and it's because of you.

Is one of the best beginnings I've seem in a long time here.
your style is incredible.
intense,eye opening and pulls the reader in.
fantastic...

[Katy Otto]

Someone once told me,
'Enter your faith with fear and trembling.'
I will not soon forget it.

Very well done.

[Tessa]

"Infect my death...
with your life,
and cast a pulse on this darkness that grows,
bring it into the light,
and force that dark to burn bright."

That's intense. Good work. :-)