I Don't Want to Lose You..., But

i don't want to loose you 

and thats the truth

but i feel us falling apart

no matter what i do

id give you every part of me 

but that still isn't good enough 

despite the little things

you know no one will give you as much effort as me

f**k it I'm the best,

but I'm turning from the future that will never be

I'm sweet as honey

what you don't see

you gon see

I'm not gonna wait for you to love me

I think i gave you about a year and a half

but i aint even mad 

im on something different now

looking at the blueprints now

and i realize that thats all we had

turned my face to what i needed

allowed you to make me defeated

I'm tired 

but my happiness is something that cant be conceited