I wasn't ready

A song(not a poem) about someone who find himself in a situation he wasn't ready for with the b*****d who forced him into that situation. Try to guess which situation was it :)

You asked that I'll come.. Throw myself to the water

You asked that I'll come.. Act as you like

You asked that I'll come.. Dress as you like

You asked that I'll come.. Response as you like

You didn't take into account that..

I wasn't ready.. To what happened

I wasn't ready.. To surpass the barrier

I wasn't ready.. To get back to your ground

On the b***h there was a sign..

On which it was written.. That I am not rational

On my forehead it was written.. That I have no ground

And yet you still.. Ignored it

And you.. were blind

You didn't take into account that..

I wasn't ready.. To what happened

I wasn't ready.. To surpass the barrier

I wasn't ready.. To get back to your ground

I was ready to.. Tear my muscles

I was ready to.. Be a statue

I was ready to.. Decrease to zero

I was ready to.. Dream about it

And yet I still wasn'r ready..

You didn't take into account that..

I wasn't ready.. To what happened

I wasn't ready.. To surpass the barrier

I wasn't ready.. To get back to your ground