Gradual Grime

Twirling, itching boggling the mind 

Hum dada dee dum 

Left everything and nothing behind 

Hum dada dee so glum, so glum

 

Play it off the record 

Let the words flow 

Remove this tourniquet 

May this life-force blow

 

So much I have to spit 

Isolate me right this moment 

So much I have spilt

Just place it right there, right there

 

" So I remember on the inside..." 

" I..." WRITE! THINK! DRAW! 

Waddling in my tacit fight 

Oh la-di-da run me over with a SMITE! 

 

I deserve not this life 

SNUFF THIS FLAME! 

Take this off my hands 

A WANTON SHE IS! 

Let me disappear into the Light 

MISERLY DISCIPLE! 

" You're so beautiful to me...." 

SHE IS NOTHING THAT YOU NEED! 

 

SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! 

 

The same archaic minute 

Submerging dreams.. BOOM! BOOM! CRACK!

" Through the cracks of your skull...." 

Feed me my pain, LORD LORD! 

 

KAEYRA! KAEYRA! 

Lamb of my heart! 

Tell me my wrong! 

Where have you gone? 

Why have you left this hole? 

My sanity! My sanity drips away! 

 

 

-Leah