Anya

I see you

But you do not see me

I see your long sleeves in the summer

And the way you seem alone

Even when you're surrounded by people

I see the sadness in your eyes

And the lies in your smiles

that come so naturally to your lips now 

Dishonest, and pained

I see the drawings

That you do late at night

When tears run down your cheeks

And your hands are shaking

The angry red lines

That run across your arms

And the drops that fall to the floor 

As your tears run down your face

And you do not force a smile anymore

There is no one there to see

I wish i could help you

Tell you i love you

Wrap you in my arms until yours stop shaking 

And your arms stop bleeding

Hold your hands until they melt into mine

And your eyes begin to dry

Never think i do not care

Because i will not loose another sad friend

Who let their scars define them