Suicide Note

Dear... Someone 

I don't know if you can hear me 

Over the sound of passing cars

And shattering glass

A string-less half cracked bass guitar 

I don't know if you can see 

That I'm alone 

That my eyes are dark and clamped 

My room is damp 

My door is locked, Key in hand 

I don't know if you can smell

The unmistakable tang 

Of blood running down my arms 

That no ointment or balms

Can stop

From all the times I've self harmed 

Dear friend, 

I don;t know if you can feel 

The pain that rips through me 

That choruses up my spine

When I tell you that I'm fine 

And the meds you see aren't mine  

Dear friend, 

This is not a cry for help

This is my suicide note

So when I let out my last sigh 

When after everything, I die 

You'll get to say goodbye