Left for good

Depressing............ im sorry

There was this girl who always sat at the back of the class, she never raised her, never spoke, she always had her head down, always silent. She lost her guardian angel, her angel would keep her going each day. But one day her angel left her. She lost everyone, she had no friends and no teachers would care anymore. Everyone just pushed her to the corner and left her. Ever since her angel left, she would get bullied every day, people would call her names, sometimes they would beat her up.

She had a boyfriend who went to a different school who was pretty much going throgh the same thing. He would tell her she's beautiful and amazing and that he loved her very much. She would sometimes never believe him. She would cry herself to sleepy every night having no one to hold her, no one to tell her everything will be okay. She would cut her body having thousands of cuts and scars all over her, every day she would be in pain with all the cuts burning and everything.

But then one night she was laying in bed texting her boyfriend, telling him she loved him more then anything in the world. Then she wrote a few notes, stood on a chair with tears rolling down her face, tied the rope around her neck, looked at the moon, said goodbye, took her final breathe then stepped of the chair.

Author's Note

Im sorry its depressing im just suffering a lot with it and some other thing too.
Again im really sorry!!!!

Reviews

[Echoes of Eros]

I truly appreciate your honesty, Tanya; fierce and deep. When I was going through suicidal depression, I didn't tell anyone, so no one knew to try and pull me up. How I hope your confession here will help you be surrounded by people who can love you in those dark places, and help you know you're not alone. xo

[Tanya]

Thank you for reading. Only my friend and my boyfriend knows who I really feel most of the time. I hope so, but it's hard for people to love me but I guess it's okay :)