He's Gone

Bit depressing but I'm just writing my feelings I'm sorry if it triggers anyone! 😘

I'm all alone, in my cold bed
Crying tears no one will ever see.
Cuddling with a knife next me
I text him and there's no reply.
I wanted him to stay,
To stay by my side and keep me safe
Even Just for tonight
But he went away.
So I lay here and cry, with my knife
I hear voices telling me to die
"Slit your wrist" they say
Everything will be okay.
I cry more holding the knife tight in my hand.
Holding it against my wrist.
Then I get a text from him saying plz don't cry.
He left me
I tried to give him signs that I didn't want him to go
I cried
I punched walls
But he still decided to leave me like this.
He never knew I had a knife with me.
He never knew anything.
But now he's left and I'm all alone,
I think it's time to say goodbye.
So I press the knife into my wrist and move it to the right.
There's blood everywhere.
I'm slowly dying.
I lay on my back and say my final words..............
"Baby, I love you".