Why do I

I weep on this day
Thinking up myself "Why do I try?"
All I can do is beg you to stay
I am just broken and want to cry

What I thought was never there
Those feelings were never true
I had tried and gone no where
Why do i believe I still love you?

All you do is send me pain
I wait for you on the other side
Am i your second choice please explain
What am I to you a joy ride?

I wait and beg for you to still be mine
You left me and think it's fine

Reviews

[JD Jessop]

You left me and I think its fine. I like how you wrapped all of the want and discarded affection into the realization that you will carry on and it will be ok. Nice twist.

[MoriartyMesa]

Speaking as some unfounded expert, there is a small detail you might have missed. In every moment of every second there is a learning experience that can sup-processed an emotion. Now after reading this, all I can say is you had the ability to read the moment, but your emotions got the better of you.


This is a Personal Quote from Moriarty Mesa

"Emotions are like a choke collar on a dog, one good yank makes all the difference"

[FocusedAmnesia]

Although I've never been through this, I feel like it's quite a relatable piece. Good read:]