Now

Now when people say my name 
I can still hear your taunting voice echo in my head

From that heart wrenching night

Now when I close my eyes

My thoughts wander off

And your face pops up

The face I once called home

Now I know I would have never been enough

Nothing compared to the other girls

Not nearly pretty or smart enough

Now you're like a knife to my heart

It hurts like nothing I've ever felt before

Can barely stand to hold it together

Now I try to hold back the memories

Of you by my side

Holding my hand tight

With your comforting voice in my ear

Now I wish you could know how I feel

Feel the stabbing and ripping of my heart

Tiny pieces fluttering to the ground

Try to tape them together without prevail

Now I know you don't even care

No idea what you've done to me

Since you've gone and turned your back 

Now I know I couldn't have been prepared

For the sudden change in scenery

That was to come around the bend

Author's Note

Another non-rhyming poem, disregard that. Tell me what you liked and what needs improvement!