For the guy who no longer loves me...

I'm sorry for everything

I wish you would listen.

When I see your name

I do nothing but worry.

'Is he okay?'

'I hope he smiles'

'I would do anything to hug him again'

 

I would literally die

to have you think of me.

Is dying what it takes?

Then death it shall be.

I'm struggling without you,

I just want to see you again.

I want you to say 'My JennyBear'

I don't want to stay insane.

I want you to smile

I don't care what for.

I want you to be happy

Stop making my heart sore..

I do understand I hurt you a lot.

It broke me inside, it did.

Now if you would listen to my plea of guilt

The meaningful apology would be rid.

I want you to hug me,

never let go.

I miss you, my boy, I do.

I want to be able to talk to you but

I'm scared it is no good for you.

Now if you are reading this,

please say you are.

I love you forever, you know,

Just please forgive me,

I can't help but care,

I'm sorry, I'll hurt you no more...

Author's Note

I stupidly heart one of the closest friends I could wish for, and I hate myself for it.
I still don't understand what I did for him to hate me so.
I love him to pieces, but he just won't accept my apology.
I just want to know that he's okay and I want him to know I love him :/

To my dearest, most beloved friend, James (SherbBear) xxx

Reviews

[Lily Mae]

When we lose something intense it feels like a death of self.. that's what I'm feeling with this.. and honestly you fault yourself for love and I wonder why..it's the most beautiful and natural thing in the world.
Maybe the line of communication between the two of you will open up enough to set new boundaries with each other. Maybe he loves you but not the same as you do him..
The love of friendship is just as precious as anything out there...so treasure at least that with each other.. xo I hope it works out.x

[Maimai]

I know exactly how you feel, and I love this poem because I can really relate to it :/

[Jeremy Baker]

I hope the "then death it will be" is only a poetic expression - I don't want to lose the opportunity to read your work in future! I hope this brings about the outcome you are looking for. Sadly, we all hurt those who are closest to us. I do, and would give anything to take my words and actions back. I hope he sees this and forgives.

[Kenneth The Poet]

Sorrowful and powerful at the same time.