Withdrawals

I wrote this while going through withdrawals from one of my medications yesterday. today it was an interesting experience is an understatement

Foggy hands holy my brain

Squeeze

Relax

Squeeze

Relax

Eyes are bringing in information to an empty desk

Out to lunch.

Information stacks up.

Music trembles beneath my skin like guitar strings

Twitch

Twitch twitch

Imbalanced I stagger

Sway with the wind.

People chatter like birds and I

With

They would

Fly away . . .

Things are small and I am smaller.

Safer to look in than out through warped lenses

Safe in my head where a debate is in session

"BACK! GET BACK! You are not worthy and you should know this"

"Hold on tight. There is a life to live"

"Let's just lay and let the waves carry us where they may . . ."

I am fading and that's okay.

Perhaps it will be quieter there.

Author's Note

ahh . . yeah lol.