I'm fine

"Don't worry about me, I'm fine",

I replied, crying all alone.

"I am not so fine, please help me",

Is what I wanted to tell you,

But she doesn't care much for me.

"Well, I am just really tired",

I replied, holding a blunt blade.

"I can't take this s**t anymore",

Is what I wanted to tell you,

But I don't want her to worry.

"I'm sorry, I'm just really cold",

I replied, clutching both my sleeves.

"I don't want you to see my scars",

Is what I wanted to tell you,

But she has bigger cares than me.

"I'm much better, I promise you",

I replied, hiding my rife tears.

"I've never felt so very bad",

Is what I wanted to tell you,

But she has better things to do.

"It's really fine, I am okay",

I replied, shielding my face.

"I just want to finally die",

Is what I wanted to tell you,

But I know she'll never miss me.