Lonely

Being lonely doesn't mean

Having not a single person next to you,

But rather, one feels unseen,

And that their entire existence is untrue.

It means feeling sad at night,

Realising that you'll never have anyone,

With the dire and consistent fright,

That you'll always annoy and disturb someone.

One feels so very alone,

Even surrounded by a sea of people,

I don't belong in this zone, 

My only want is to jump off a steeple.