I don't know what's wrong with me

I'm sorry I'm so annoying,

When I don't know when I'm apologising,

Or when I'm being cloying.

I'm sorry; this I am recognising.

I'm sorry I'm so clingy,

When I do very much need your help the most,

When my moods are so swingy.

I'm sorry that I hold you very much close.

I'm sorry I expect way too f*****g much,

When I'm feeling oh so very bad or suicidal,

When I make people leave with a single touch.

I'm sorry the waves in my mind are tidal.

I'm sorry I jump to the worst conclusions,

When I'm overthinking or being pathetic,

When I'm taken over by my delusions.

I'm sorry I can seem really very bathetic.

I'm sorry you have to remind me I'm loved,

When I am being oh so very stupid and worthless,

When I feel as if I'm really not beloved.

I'm sorry I can seem to be really very mirthless.

I'm sorry I feel like crying all the time,

When I randomly think the world is against me again,

When your precious life I seem to begrime.

I'm sorry, with me, it's like walking in acid rain.

I don't know what's wrong with me;

Somehow I can't stop apologising,

It's like I'm lost at sea.

How you do not despise me is surprising.

Despite this, please don't leave me; 

You're the only thing that's keeping me going.

Although I am a nobody, 

Thank you for the kindness you keep on showing.