Completely Me

this is how i see myself... a way for me to vent

I need some sleep

I need to focus

I need some sleep

I need to focus

I have to stop hating

I want to keep trying, 

But i can't

I hate my legs and the fat on my stomach

I hate my voice and how much i talk 

I hate my life and everything in it

and i hate how cowered i am

Why can't i just down those pills, or cut the vein

I am scared of the pain,

i am scared of the hate

and i am scared of my becoming fate

Reviews

[Pax]

You know my friend, scared all my life as well, but now i am slowly began to realized, i created my own fear, my own prison - now i don't want that anymore... i am slowly accepting what's installed upon us, and just be thankful to the little things we have, because some little things comes with big packages...so as the saying goes...

you know I have this quote i wrote, that I kept to remind myself,

"I may have too many insecurities at bay, yet I never let them blurry the road I take."

wish you luck and keep writing...

[Trenton Colburn]

Thank you so much! this mean lot to me..
my best friend has told me, literally the exact same thing. Your review means a lot, thank you so much

[Pax]

you are most welcome, then and your friend knows this feeling very well....