Piss-Poor ExplanationA Poem by GhostJust read it.My biggest sin. If I must name it It is pride. To be wrong Is to admit defeat. Pride doesn't allow that. To be at fault, Is to admit fault. Pride can't allow that. Four months ago I let it take the reins I let it speak for me I let it win. That's no excuse. But it is my sin. You were right. I was insensitive. You were right. I was hypocritical. You were right. I lied. I've been lost. For a year I have not been able to see I have not been able to think Nothing made sense Everything kept blurring. The edges fogged together And soon, I did wrong to you The ones I loved most. I never thought about it. How those words might hurt you. How it might twist in your heart And stick in your head. That was my insensitivity. I never thought about it. How I was no different. How I did the same things And I did all the time. That was my hypocrisy. I was so confused. I thought you hated her. I thought to be her friend Would have made you upset So I played the part I thought you wanted to see. I never meant to lie about you. That was never my intention. What I told her, I can promise I thought I heard from you. But what I was thinking then I couldn't say. Things have been so foggy for so long. I feel like I've been sleeping for years. But now I've woken up Damn my pride. I'll be the one to admit defeat. I'll be the one at fault for it all Because I miss you. I'll make up what I must. If it means we can try again. Because in all honesty Truly I do miss you, my friends.
© 2011 GhostAuthor's Note
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Added on October 9, 2011 Last Updated on October 9, 2011 AuthorGhostNoWhereInteresting, WVAbouti'm a lot of things. it would be easier to tell you what i'm not. ... actually, that's a pretty impressive list too. just talk to me, okay? save us some time. (: oh, by the way? whatever you do. .. more..Writing
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